What next?
A question which always stays within us,
A question which needs an answer,
A question that we ask ourselves unintentionally,
A question which creates pressure sometimes,
A question which gives us a path,
A question which sets a destination and sometimes irritates.
It is not just a question in all sense. It is a constant sound of heart and an ever-lasting impulse of mind.
The point of discussion is not just about the question but also about the answer you kept telling yourself for so long.
Are you so sure about it? How do you justify it? Okay, You have an answer, but will it be the same one until the last day of your life?
I'm not talking about long-term or short-term goals that you have. It will be damn easy if I ask you about them. I'm pretty sure you'll come up with an explanation about it. The very minute after I ask you the reasons, many revolve around passion, money, comfort, luxury, or maybe something else.
It's not about what you are going to do. It is purely about what it is. After all, it is about the way you want to live. Don't tell me that you would like to live like an engineer or an artist or whatever it is. Even that will specify a profession or job.
So let's get into something interesting now.
I had this conversation with someone, and my question to that person was the same, but, In a different sense.
The exact words which I used were "you are doing all these now, you are exactly here after working so hard and making a lot of sacrifices, Doesn't matter how big they are, but it will be significant if one considers it from the side of the person who is really making the sacrifice. So, are you happy now? You are in a position that you dreamt off and are sure about the feeling that you have now? Do you really feel like, This is it?
His answer is really immaterial, and what is your answer to the question which I mentioned above. Tell yourself an answer.
Your goal may be to be rich or to gain name and fame, but you remain a failure and incomplete if you don't have an answer that suits you the best and will not add satisfaction to your life after becoming what you want to become.
Keep asking yourself that what will be my next and what will be after it.
After figuring out some answers and plans which will put you busy for some good span of years, You will have to figure out something that makes you complete.
A man who runs behind the goals in all his life and setting new benchmarks for his successors will only make the people think that he is successful, but, He will never be complete in his own opinion.
You will definitely have a world of yours in your mind, but the matter is how you conclude it. Only that conclusion can define the scale of satisfaction you will possess when taking your last breath.
There will be a time that you want to live for yourself and for completeness's sake. You will start living it and feeling it after realizing the fact, which is more important than anything. Your mind will stop driving you at that particular time, and your complete heart will take over. At that particular time, the only thing that matters is how you do rather than what you do.
After you realize it, That steady life that you lead will be pure and perfect. The best part of it is, you will have all the time to express the hidden you to the person sitting right next to you.
When it comes to my plans, I do have one. Unstructured, but it has a start and an end.
There will be no space for a hurry. I do have a world that I'm building inside me. I've planned for the mornings that I would like to see regularly. A plan for a place where I could see the climate and land structure typically. I would like to have a walk and a war which I would like to fight with ease.
The days that I would like to see are filled with absolute moments. It doesn't mean usual in all sense, and as far as the perspective is concerned, the one who wishes to have them will consider them as christabel and deep in terms of experience.
In that world of mine, I'm walking on a riverbank with no shoes on. I'm learning the art of handling soil. I'm into the ocean all alone. I'm teaming up to find myself in the woods. I'm watching it rise, standing on top of a cliff. I'm being escorted with it, without a chain around its neck, and a lot more.
I probably feel like, "This is it."
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